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Freddie, with his comfortable
family life, and without the necessity of rationing, would never have
gained a sense of rationing as a child. He had position and money: both
equaling status and luxury. This, again, was something he enjoyed and
craved throughout his life.
When he went to St Peter's
boarding school in Panchgani, India he merged quite well into the pseudo-English
Indian school. Again, this was a result as much of his cultural diversity
as his personality. Yet it also had the effect of separating him from
his family and from his childhood: neither of which ever returned. He
was always a dutiful son to his mother (and we must assume to his father)
yet the break of schooling meant that he was broken from the influences
of childhood. As do so many students who board, he became independent
and began to carve his own way in life, perhaps before he was truly ready.
One area that he did begin
to explore was in public performance and, in that, saw a way that he could
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recognition and the attention that part of him craved. This path would
give him fortune, fame and would enable him once more to enjoy the lifestyle
of his lost childhood.
That his ancestry was from the Parsis in
India is not in doubt. His first name was Parsi (or Parsee on his birth
certificate), and his second name, Bulsara, comes from Bulsar, a town
north of Bombay: it is certainly not an Arabic or Persian word. The Indian
school enhanced his 'Britishness' but again, after the close of the British
Raj in 1950, the end of the direct British influence in India had occurred.
The school of St Peter's was an anachronism during the time of Freddie's
tenure and again, there would be the sense of impermanency, of not really
belonging there that would permeate Freddie's soul during his later life.
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